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                                                                            Is this real life?
I wonder
Why do you ask?
                                                     Don't know... sometimes it's nice to know
:iconnightmeadow:NightMeadow 4 12
Du er her ikke (Danish)
Din duft aftager langsomt
fra min pude
- som var din pude da du var her
Jeg gad godt det stadig var din pude
eller det jeg siger er selvfølgelig at
jeg godt gad du stadig var her
Eller måske er det meget godt at du ikke er her
ja, for jeg er sur på dig
fordi du ikke er her.
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Skype samtalen (Danish)
Jeg sidder og lytter til din stemme
Jeg kan ikke fornemme hvor
den er henne
Om den er trist eller om den
er glad, eller om den er usikker
Og jeg ved ikke om du ved
at jeg ikke ved det,
men du fortæller mig i hvert fald intet
Jeg spørger om du overhovedet vil se mig
og du gentager mit spørgsmål som om det burde være
retorisk og som om jeg burde
vide svaret, i forvejen
Jeg forbliver tavs
"There's nothing I'd rather do"
siger du med en fremmed stemme og
jeg bliver pludseligt i tvivl om det er fordi
det ikke er dine egne ord
Jeg griner over et eller andet du siger
Mest for at bryde stilheden
og fordi jeg ved du ikke har gjort noget galt;
du prøver at muntre mig op og
det er ikke din skyld at jeg kun ser det dårlige
i alt og alle i dag, sådan næsten da
"Der er en måned til at vi ses" siger jeg måske lidt køligt
og måske også lidt forventningsfuldt - og helt sikkert længselsfuldt
men det sidste viser jeg ikke
fordi jeg tester dig
(som jeg gør så tit når jeg er i det her humør
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Chapter 2
Have you ever stared on just one tree for a very long time, and even though it has hundreds of leafs, your eyes are on only one?
Here I sit again. In the chair, the one that's next to the chair that's on your left when you enter the room. This little room, where anything could make you smile, and anything could make you cry, and where you don't really want to be noticed, but you want to be taken seriously. And where you never know if you should say something or nothing when another person enters the room. I usually just look at them. When they look in the other direction.
All of the four very white walls are decorated with either colorful paintings, or flyers that tell people like me where to go and what to do, but I never really looked at the paintings, and I never grabbed a flyer. I always stare out the window. For something. But the sky has only one colour, out there. Always dark white with a little grey to it, and it never changes. At least not outside this window.
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Chapter 1
Have you ever looked out into the darkness, and seen the orange light of a street lamp reflect in the dew on the car roofs?
I can hear cheerful laughs from the living room. Kindhearted laughs. And even though I am sitting in the windowsill, with the chilly October wind kissing my bare face and sneaking through my clothes, I feel warm. Inside. Slowly I rest my head against the window, breathe out and create foggish patterns on the glass so the street lights look dim. And with my eyes on the dim light, I enjoy how the sound of my family's jovial voices breaks the silence of the night. I can't help noticing just how happy they seem to be in there, in the living room. Without me. But I am not sad, I only feel calm and peace. I want it to be like that. I want my family to be a family. One of those with kindhearted laughs. The family we haven't been for a long time. I close my eyes and suck in the last moment of warmth, until I hear footsteps and short after a hand knocking on the bat
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[ ] Got a new piercing. (Planning on getting a nose piercing though!)
[x] Dyed my hair. (Went darrrrrrk!! C: Best thing!)
[/] Ended a relationship. (Sorta, sorta....)
[x] Started a new relationship.
[x] Been on a long car/bus journey.
[x] Passed an exam. (Several!)
[x] Met someone who's now an important part of my life. (Ohyus new people! :3)
[x] Cried on someone's shoulder.
[/] Had a massive fight with a boy/girl. (Massive...dunno...?)
[x] Received flowers. (Thank you granny! xD)
[/] Had a Valentine. (If a friend counts, then yes! xD)
[x] Written a letter using pen & paper.
[x] Gone to see a therapist. (Oh damn O: )
[x] Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
[x] Read a really good book.
[ ] Went to the zoo.
[ ] Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
[x] Traveled by train. (More than a few times)
[x] Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
[ ] Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan. (I never tan, I prefer a vampy skin ^^)
[/] Slammed a door out of frustration. (Half slam. But I freaking wanted to do a full one)
[x] Had an anxiety attack. (Happens....)
[ ] Babysat for a friend's child.
[?] Had a BBQ. (I am not sure when a BBQ is a BBQ xD lol)
[x] Went to the fair. (Who didn't do that o.o)
[ ] Went bowling.
[ ] Seen a film at the cinema in 3D. (Don't remember if I saw one in 3D....I don't think so, not this year. I think 3D can be rather annoying sometimes)
[ ] Went on a date. (Define date please, there are different kinds - according to me)
[ ] Been the only sober one on a night out. :'D (PFFFF!)
[ ] Helped someone home after they had been drinking. (Haha...pretty sure it was the other way around.... ^^; )
[x] Stayed up all night. (Them people keeping me, daym xD)
[/] Talked on the phone for over two hours. (Pretty sure I did...pretty sure x) )
[x] Supported someone who'd received bad news.
[/] Watched some kind of live sporting event. (WELLLLLL....I watched my friends play football, does that count? xD)
[ ] Read an entire book in one day. (I do love reading, but damn in one day... gotta say no to that one :/ )
[ ] Bought a DVD the day it was released.
[ ] Eaten McDonald's more than four times in a single week. (And that's supposed to be awesome??)
[/] Cried as a result of exam stress. (I tend to get stressed ^^; )
[X] Met some incredible new people. (Indeed! :D)
[x] Went to great parties. (Ohyush! :3)
[ ] Fallen backwards off a chair. (Because I am that good ._. )
[ ] Broke my glasses. (..I don't even have sunglasses D: xD)
[/] Wore a watch for the first time in years. (Make it 'a' year, maybe?)
[x] Cried over someone in my past. (Just me, or did you also think of some old-ass-stuff when you saw this question? x) )
[x] Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet. (Internet is man's best friend.... o.o )
[x] Threw up. (Oups x3)
[x] Cried over a film. (Happens....happens)
[/] Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boy/girlfriend. (Sorta...sorta)
[ ] Fought with someone in public.
[ ] Been in a relationship for a year or longer.
[x] Cried in front of someone I adore. (I find it hard to cry in front of others, but sometimes it just happens...)
[/] Lost a/some close friends. (But seems  we are getting are finding each other again??<3)
  • Listening to: Leonard Cohen and Kvelertak :3


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petrova Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Hobbyist
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Ridderkvinden Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2013
Thank you so very much for the watch :D It is highly appreciated :D
tirana10 Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2013
i dont know but still remember you
Menoevil Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013   Photographer
Thank you for the fav! (:
Arctic-RevoIution Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Professional Photographer

Hi :meow:
NightMeadow Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012
Hi :glomp: xD
Arctic-RevoIution Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Professional Photographer
How's it going? x)
NeekaNeko Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012  Professional Photographer
I adore your art o:
Its so freaking ahfruwntciuwencwkhrwe amazing! :D
I found you on the FreeStyle photo group (:
I really like your web with water on it photo, that one is my favorite (:
I watched you in hopes of seeing more of your beautiful artwork in the future! Please continue :D
NightMeadow Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2012
Wow, this makes me so so happy! I am really glad that you like my art :D:D like SUPER-GLAD and thank you so much for you kind words! :happybounce: this is what makes you want to continue to make art, thank you NeekaNeko! :hug:
- and btw, superawesomebawsome icon, I love the series! xD
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